The Truth Behind My blog

When it comes to think about my blog..., why am i creating it, what am i writing in it, what it suppose to have... One word come across my mind is that - FUN. Yea, im creating it because everyone else created it. Well, of course, i dont want to be left behind. So, I try it. Give it a shot. But now, I dont know what am I suppose to do with it =.="

Well, the truth is that, i was afraid to write what i think and what i felt in my own blog, ( as it is public ) XD... Some people treating their blog as their diaries, a place where they want to expose the real them to the world.
Im just too coward to be them >.<

I just cant figure it out, where my courage to show my real talent to the people around me had lost. Maybe 'it' go for a vacation for a while and waiting for the right time to come. Well, i hope it come soon, cause sooner or later, i need it to compete with the others in a way to get myself a job.

I know that not all of the people will agree with what i think or what i do. Not all of us have the maturity to consider and be tolerate with others opinions. not all of us had succeeded to be positive. including me, (sometimes)...
but i seldomly speak it out. speak out my unsatisfactory. Convinced the others with my creative ideas. maybe I would be labeled as CRAZY if they facing the real me.

Now, im more to, talk to myself what i think when people voice out theirs. telling myself, what they did are wrong and they should do this and shouldnt do that. XD Ngeee~~ well, i dont mind about them as long as it does not effect me much. I will only show myself if the time were in need. Need of me. The time when everyone felt "Uh~~!"



Im wondering if the time would ever come. XD ( Yea, in my dreams... )
So, i take an easy way by saying, I will try to make my blog as my voice out diaries ( not too personal or not a place where I want to talk bad things about people ), a place where i tell my Dear laptop, something that can be read by everyone...

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